My aunt Danielle is here with my uncle and the kids. They got in...friday night? And are only staying until wednesday. I worked late friday (8:00am - 8:00pm) , then worked late Saturday (9-4 as opposed to 9-1), and I'm working tomorrow before class for five hours, then from 9-6 Tuesday as usual...so pretty much, I have little to no time with them. It sucks. Fuck tax season.
I spent a good hour or so in the backseat of my car last night. Normally I drive to calm down, but I didn't want to waste gas. So I just sat, really pathetic ha. I hate emotions.
I'm pretty sure I'm an insomniac, now. It sucks.
Easter wasn't as good as I thought it'd be, at all.
School starts again tomorrow...shit.
fml.
I spent a good hour or so in the backseat of my car last night. Normally I drive to calm down, but I didn't want to waste gas. So I just sat, really pathetic ha. I hate emotions.
I'm pretty sure I'm an insomniac, now. It sucks.
Easter wasn't as good as I thought it'd be, at all.
School starts again tomorrow...shit.
fml.
You know you got this fantasy in your head about getting out of the life and setting that other world on its ear
What the fuck are you gonna do except hustle?
Now man I ain't puttin' you down, I'm just try'na make it real baby like it is.
...Like it is.
What the fuck are you gonna do except hustle?
Now man I ain't puttin' you down, I'm just try'na make it real baby like it is.
...Like it is.
So I was gonna try and start off the new LJ with some important message or 'blog' about something interesting...but as usual, I got sidetracked and can't settle on anything significant enough to waste anymore of my time typing away behind the computer about. Been busy as shit lately, too - working [ended up skipping today - work that is - it was sort of unintentional, just got tied up at the mothership (Chipotle for ya'll who don't know) a little longer than usual and was just like...fuck it. They'll probably be bitching, but whatever], trying to get MORE work [Internship babyyyy], catching up with the school work I missed while I was out of town, & planning spring. Apparently everyone is expecting ME to find a beach house because I'm the one that's so adamant about not staying in some slummy ass hotel. But SHIT, I am not paying for it all by myself...that's for damn sure...and I don't even know if my Grandpa will get me one if I ask. He's been on that bitchassness for a while now.
Anyways, sidetracked again - wasted my time on this thing for nothing. Damn.
Whatever, it's nice as shit outside today [nice as in sunny and not cold as a mothafucker like it has been...still cold as shit, but not mothafucker cold.]
I need to stop cussing.
Anyways - gonna take advantage of the sun and go skate. Peaceeeeee.
Well, tried to be good (I tried)
Wanted nothing but to love somebody
Didn't wanna die young
Steady hustlin tryin to feed my family
Too scared to have kids
And do like daddy did
Cuz I'm so scared of failin
Sometimes it gets hard
(Comin from where I'm from)
Oh, never mind - hold up.
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I know I'm barely ever on AIM anymore, and rarely come online for anything but myspace x facebook...and occasionally to order some new kicks and/or clothes, but I'm still around. I guess I'll keep in contact with whoever really has the time to care and adds this new journal, because most likely - this is what I'll be updating every now and then rather than coming on AIM everyday like it used to be. At least for now. So yeah, add it or skip it - your call =]
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But its beautiful here
It's nothing like the feeling when you do it from here
You aint have to move a pack, you aint have to shoot a gat
And you still took your momma and you moved her from here
You aint dropped out and you figure the world out
Can survive bout' anywhere learned how to do it in here
(Yeah) Thats how we do it in here
Hearing shorties at player's like music to the ears
(We still get by you know)
(Comin from where I'm, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta moan
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta cry a little bit louder
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta fight the pain
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta walk alone
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you get a little worried
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you get lost outta touch
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes I think I pray a little bit too much
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
.(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta cry a little bit louder
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta fight the pain
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you gotta walk alone
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you get a little worried
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes you get lost outta touch
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
Sometimes I think I pray a little bit too much
(Comin from where I'm from, I'm from)
- Location:the crib.
- Music:Comin' Where I'm From - Lupe Fiasco

